Pleading With God

God, I don't understand.  I'm not sure what you want.  At times I think I know.  Other times I am afraid I do, but that I don't know how to do it.  Show me, Lord.  Tell me what you want and show me the way.  I'm not sure.  I don't know how to be me, or you.  You have the answer and the question both.  If you are telling me now, then I can't understand.  Maybe I don't want to.  Maybe you want too much.  Maybe you want what I cannot give.  Show me, Lord.  Help me trust you.  Tell me it is worthwhile and that you will be with me.  Then let it be enough.