If God is everything, or if everything partakes of God, then in having only God -- in seeking only union with him -- we will have everything without the intrusive desire to also possess them. By union with God we share in all that shares with him, or with which he shares himself. Owning things one at a time is a far less appealing alternative. Wanting to grasp things (or people or even ideas), to incorporate them as my very own is to invite such tragic poverty.
It is in dying that we live, and in letting go that we have. It is in the dying that death becomes unimportant, and in letting go that possession stops being of value. We can, by letting go of everything, allow it a freedom to be only itself rather than owned. Letting go frees us to have in the detached way that God has, a way that encourages thriving rather than stifling and limiting, possessing as my own what I must then keep from belonging to anyone else.
Grasping, excluding others who may also want whatever it is, seems so limiting, so demanding of energy. In having, we are the ones possessed. Better to be instead in God, and more fully within myself.
My father was a writer. He wrote all of his life, inflicting upon many of us his novels, plays, articles, essays, and self-help books. Some were marvelous; some merely well-intentioned. But of all the things he wrote, his journal is his legacy: by turns wise and bewildering, it neared 1,100 type-written pages when he died in 2010. Although perused many times, this is the first time it will be read - cover to cover, page after page.
Saturday, September 14, 2013
God Is Not In The Wanting
Labels:
contradiction,
faith,
freedom,
God,
letting go,
sharing,
wanting,
wealth
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