My father was a writer. He wrote all of his life, inflicting upon many of us his novels, plays, articles, essays, and self-help books. Some were marvelous; some merely well-intentioned. But of all the things he wrote, his journal is his legacy: by turns wise and bewildering, it neared 1,100 type-written pages when he died in 2010. Although perused many times, this is the first time it will be read - cover to cover, page after page.
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
The Limitations of Faith
It was no longer a question of faith. That he had in abundance. All of a sudden he had run out of hope, and without hope there is no assurance that believed things can someday be. He had somehow lost the "this world" expectation, and had no way of realizing what was believed in; so while he continued with the "beyond" aspects of what ought to have been, he was unable to go on, and so he didn't. He could not keep saying tomorrow. He wanted, and needed, today. He wasn't really sad, just a bit more realistic; but maybe that is sadness in itself.
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