No matter what else we might talk about we at some point come back around to the talk of the old days, a period of two or three (and certainly no more than four) years that have been the foundation of all the rest. They were the friendships that were best and things done together, and none of them could have had the same meaning were they not shared. Now, as it was when it all began, there is Jake. He is at the center of the recollection, as he was when it happened -- and as he will be as often as we have these conversations.
There was no question that he was the leader, even if no one ever needed to say so. He was funny, intense, alert, concerned, and any number of other things. Beneath them by only a bit was the rage that may in the meantime have caused him to lose himself.
My father was a writer. He wrote all of his life, inflicting upon many of us his novels, plays, articles, essays, and self-help books. Some were marvelous; some merely well-intentioned. But of all the things he wrote, his journal is his legacy: by turns wise and bewildering, it neared 1,100 type-written pages when he died in 2010. Although perused many times, this is the first time it will be read - cover to cover, page after page.
Tuesday, July 8, 2014
Losing Jake
Labels:
anger,
conversation,
friends,
Jake Mahoney,
laughter,
meaning,
memory,
nostalgia,
sharing
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